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  1. King Idiot

From the recording Infinite-Unconditional-Love

Many thoughts and emotions, realizations, dealt with on this full circle song about a love that has moved on.

Lyrics

Why pretend I'm fine
When I'm still thinking of you
Hoping someway I can heal

Then oh you go and post that
Deadly selfie I'm doomed to see
Made these old memories flood back
And overwhelm me as a man
Still so in love with you
Oh damn you
Now I hear all my thoughts, go a blur again

And it haunts me
The memories hunt me down
Yeah it taunts me baby, now king idiot I'm crowned
And the big tragedy is that I'm still alive
While I still feel so dead inside

Yet totally aware of the void that's missing in there
Obsessing in your golden hair I'm rebounding
Secretly still obsessed, yet man enough to let it all rest
As I watch you move on

And it haunts me
The memories hunt me down
Yeah it taunts me baby, now king idiot I'm crowned
And the big tragedy is, I still don't know why
I can't fill this hole inside

My mind it spins
I can't feel, I can only see
You, you

Aaah, let it haunt me
As memories hunt me down
Let it taunt me baby
Now king idiot I'm found lying on the floor
Laughing the madman that I am
If they took me away
I wouldn't even give a damn
How could I even

Forgive my crime for being sad now
I'm lonely, empty, and scared so silly
And it's irrational I know to think I'll never feel again the way I felt
Back then again forever, or never again
I guess I still need to grieve you