From the recording Beautiful & Intimate Betrayals
For this...I ask your forgiveness. I just can't give you all you want. For now can't provide, those things you need. So I'll live lonely,, and take only, even less than what is mine. Nearly all the time. For this, now I ask my own forgiveness..for the ways I slowly die...sitting on my nuts all the time. I live this lie..that is my life, seems all a second guess. All one huge mess. Limits ring from the infinite...when I only see despair. Invoked in dreams...with broken screams. I must turn this around...for this?